...keep on going...
you know, for a person who lives in new york, and has two jobs, i am actually really bored.
that's the reason that i've decided to start to write again. i don't get much time to myself these days, and taking a few minutes to just write whatever-the-fuck seems luxurious, and selfish.
sorry you all have to bear the brunt of it.
so that's kind of that. my full time job is ok. i've been here abotu 6 months, and that's traditionally when i start thinking.... "ok, this has been fine, now i'd like to do something else". i've started to feel that way a little bit, but thankfully i think that i'll get a new job within this company within a reasonable amount of time, so i think it's worth sticking it out. there are a lot of annoying things about this job, but the larger company is pretty good, and i know there's at least one person who's got their eye on me for bigger and better things.
the freelance job is... a little frustrating these days. i'm working with some clothing designers to design and develop their shoes for their runway show. the design part is over now, now it's just working with the factory to develop the samples.
the problem is that these guys don't actually SELL a lot shoes, so even tho they're hella famous, they're not really the factories most important client, like say.... a chloe, or a chanel. they're more or less the factory's last priority.
so, we haven't seen any samples. they were supposed to ship tomorrow, but i found out yesterday that they won't ship till next friday. the better look motherfucking perfect.
so, it's a little stressful.
it's winter in nyc, and contrary to things you might think, it's not exactly a social whirlwind. although maybe it is, and i've just been working too hard, and being too domestic to notice.
so, that's that.
we're doing some "pre-marital" therapy, which is totally fantastic. we're going tonight for our.... forth or fifth session. out therapist is the bomb. if you need a recommendation for a couples therapist in manhattan, i'll gladly give you her info.
oh, and today i bought what i think might wind up to be my wedding dress!
(thanks to you guys for your help!)
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